{~bAbY_iCe~}

2011-07-02T15:04:00.003+08:00

Hey!!

Hahah.. Happy 1 Year Anniversary BBY!!

Ur Just meaningful to me..

Ur irrits n everything abt u alwaes cheer me up..

U take good care of me too..

Hmm..

i guess, we will be less spending time wif each other nw..

Both are bz wif werk n ect..

But wat to do.

*sob2..

im sad but all i can do is just be patient..

I know.. I just miss you so much..

Miss our laughter together..

Miss spending time together..

Misses alot of things from you..

Hiash!! Miss the moment in life..

Treasure every minutes n second

coz u never knw when u get that treatment again..

I LUV YOU Mohd Fadillah...!!

2011-06-28T11:24:00.005+08:00

Hey..

i Know its been long since i update..

Been bz lately wif werk n dance..

yup2..

now im blogging also while werking..

SHHH... hahah...

I LoVe My BBY so mcuh

This cumin 1st JULY 2011

we will be celebrating

our 1 year Anniversary

wow!! i didnt expect for us to manage to even get to 1 year..

lol!! but yeah!

We manage to geth tru all the ups n down,

all the tears n laughter together..

hahah..

i knw, u've been really patients wif me..

n ya.. im being much more patient wif ur IRRITTING too ehk..

hehex.. hopefully, it will last long n forever..

HUGGIES BBY!!!

2011-02-09T12:12:00.002+08:00

Hey.. yup2.. just to update
its true when people sae tat
they dun like to be force in
wat they wanna do for their life..
but at times, advice are to bhe accepted
coz it help u in improving..
people wont for u but u have to had the discipline
on knowing wat u wanna do n be firm on it..
Nw i've learn tat discipline is important..
u need to have aim in life
n reach to tat target of urs..

FYI.. just informing...

im starting my career at KKH soon..

1st dae will be 14feb2011..

GOSH!! valentines dae is my 1st dae werk..

ouch.. but no worries.. still can celebrate after werk..

hahah.. wondering wat it will be like tat dae..

Can't wait for VALENTINE'S!!!

Life/Relationship,

there is alwaes a must to have

to endure n patient wif all the ups and down

tat ur facing..

but no matter wat, try best to not give up..

move on n do the best in life..

yeah!! its true when people sae,

u can do wat ever u want but

u must knw the limit of wat rite n wrong..

dun ever take advantage of wats given..

coz once its gone, it will never come back again..

Gdbye readers....

2011-01-19T12:51:00.002+08:00

Hey all readers..
Ika Is back wif a new story to blog..
hahah.. !stly, sory been quite a while tat i didn't start blogging..
Due to buzyness in my daily routine,
WORK! DANCE!! MY LIFE!!
but yeah!! i can hadle it..
so yup2. a brand new year wif a brand new attitude..
My life have been great..
WIf my love ones..
fighting, arguement, misunderstanding,
all tat is challenge in life
tat we have to face..
Yup! losing fwenz is hurting for me
especially a close one
but wat is all the sadness n thinking bout them,
when they just dunt appreciate u..
Yeah!! making new fwenz is not alose
its makin people like u more..
so tats wat im doing..
make new fwenz n dun tink of myself..
Improvicing my dance n move..
wif the help of certain people
who is alwaes there by my side..
Thankz u guys & galz..
Love ya.. XOXoxo..
remember,
respect others b4 others respect u..
but dun ever respect them if they keep steping on u..
So long readers..

2010-10-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

Its been nearly 2 mnth since i last update..

hahahah..

cowy readers..

been bz abit..

bz wif luv, crew,life,werk etc..

Been rayaing wif fam n crew.. fun2..

hahah.. performance o.k.. cool/dope as normal..

but i alwaes believe we could be better..

learnin is alwaes improving..

My luv life,

alwaes been the same..

ups n down..

but all still the same..

O.k..

wat i knw nw, i have

to start findin job..

need to support myself.. hahahah..

due to a reason..
but no worries..

atleast i knw tat my bby will

alwaes be ther for me to support me

ps: he's werkin too nw..

im happy for him..

k done.. im tired for nw..

will update again soon..

hahah.. no worries

i'll try to updated weekly

if tats possible..LOL

2010-08-28T02:28:00.004+08:00

im cryin again becoz of u..

hahah..

just like the old time,

just like the old u..

my heart hurt alot when talkin to u..

the arguement we had still doesnt get to u..

at time i feel like shouting

"Lets just break"

but to think again,

love is where it all begin..

just to think back,

wat if karma hit back,

never intend to do it back to u

but better be scared..

as it may come true..

when it hit back at u,

tats when u knw the feelin

tat was once use to be mine..

really sad n dissapointed todae..

just speechless of my words.

dun take my weakness

as an advantage to u,

coz when u tried me once,

i'll be hiting it back triples time at u..

patient is wat im enduring at the moment

but when the limit is out,

just beware n dun think i dun dare..

hatred is wat i insist of havin,

but it will remain if u keep on repeating..

words of hatred is filling my emotion..

good luck on ur journey,

so long and good bye..

this is me aka ice,

giving a cold shoulder to u

as i spook u wif my devil eye,

finally i'll laugh back at ya,

when u start to cry.

HAHAHAHAH..

Is tat wat u really want?

revenge is sweet,

Vengeance is better..

XOXOXO

2010-08-24T19:11:00.003+08:00

Lookin in the mirror,
not knwing/ no ideas
how my life gonna be leading it ways next..
hmm..
gonna continue sch next year
but cant decide wat course to take again..
maybe, business in beauty n spa management..
just maybe..
hahah..
nw lookin for job..
like crious, no money rite nw..
im broke to e max..
LOL.. but its o.k lah..
money not everything,

hopefully thing get well soon on this raya/puasa..

fasting month is great for me..

really testing my patient level much..

but thankz goodness im can cope alng.

just relly have to relax

n just clear my mind..

should chill by the beach soon..

hmm.. tats really a good idea..

im really worried abt my family crew

o.k, every1 is having prob..

as in not crew prob but personal prob..

hmm.. really stress me out thinkin bout crew..

im trying my best to try to help out

but at same time, i gotta think of my own probs too..

cant be thinking of others tat much when

im myself is havin much big2 probs too..

just hope, every1 probs end soon,

n back wif my happy crew again..

really miz u guys muchies..

alwaes remember no matter wat,

DXC will stick together, being there 4 one another..!!!

lastly, qeen n sab, really good luck 4 ur exam..

studies hard aite..

anything, just give a call or texty2 ice..

(^_^)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO Independent - Miskz Efa ft. Kae

2010-08-10T15:19:00.002+08:00

Babyboi, why u wanna come around?

Alwaes try to bring me down?

I got it locked down

AND I DUN NEED You boy!

doing this music vid wif miskz efa

was definitely a great experience.

plus, this song really show my life as

an INDEPENDENT Gal!!

Love it..

Flippin my hair, I got Swagger!!

2010-08-03T19:10:00.002+08:00

Thankz for the gift bby..

really love spendin time wif u on our monthsary

i love the bear muchies!!

didnt expect tat u bought me present..

hahah.. but really appreciate it much bby..

i hope tat we would last long..

wat ive given u, i hope u love it..

coz i trust u in wat i do..

i believe tat 1 dae,

we will be happy together wif no disturb..

Im sorry if im being a bitch this fwe daes..

its just tat my feelin make me think

tat we are gettin apart

plus, our love is fading..

i dunno..

maybe i just think too much or even

maybe im pampered to much previously..

tats y.. hmm..

im sorry..

i just miss our manja moment

n sweetness together..

i miss the old us..

i want us to be rapat n alwaes be there,

sweet talkin, smilin n laughin otp..

plz dun think too much bout me..

im a bitch so ya..

hmm..

bby.. alwaes remember tat i'll alwaes love u..

no matter wat..

ignored my nuisane..

i knw u have been patient wif me..

but at time, ur sarcastic when im in angry mood,

just make me feel irritatin

n coz me much anger

n makin me feel n think stupid again..

just hope u u understand..

maybe we should meet n talk coz

i just miz talkin n huggin u,

plus cryin when im sad..

2010-08-02T15:33:00.003+08:00

I hate this part rite here...

A feelin inside me tat make me feel disappear..

I need to be care and to dear..

but alwaes, i knw tat its imposibble for u

as all u do is fear..

Im lost in this world of love..

Hard to believe all tat had happen between us..

But I knw there alwaes a reason to all tat has been done..

I stating just to make it clear..

crewz

2010-08-02T15:22:00.004+08:00

D'Xuberant Crew!!

tats our name..

hehex..

im lovin each n every1 of them..

they are like the best family i have..

too bad, sad, fiza n donk not in the pic

due to sum reason..

but its alrite..

we will do a crew photo shot again next time..

this time a proper 1..

yup.. havin 2 performance on the 6 august..

will be tiring dae..

then 1 performance again on 8 august..

wow!! hmm.. can't wait for all tat..

will update soon again abt crewz aite..

gtg dance pract nw at rp.. buhbye!!

story

2010-07-14T03:58:00.003+08:00

Been not updating my blog for some times..
miss blogging much..
hehex..
life was o.k..
did great but alwaes been missing tat person lately..
hahah..
even if we mit, go hm, i still miss him..
lol..
its just feel like im in love..
hahah.. but stil, i just dunno y my mind still think negative at times..
no matter wat, i have to believe in myself to trust him..
n yeah!! tats wat im doing..

i dun understand y people lie..

i hate it when people lie to me..

hmm..

y dun they wanna tell me the truth?

y u still have to keep lieing even when i knw the truth??

just dun understand u no more..

plz.. can people out there,

all my fwenz,

plz stop lie to me..

dun make me look like a fool for trusting ur word..

ARGH!!

im may be BIMBO but not STUPID!!

will updated again soon..

thankz my reader for reading..

if u got any idea/interesting thing for me to blog

or even question to ask,

just talk to me...

coz at times im stuck of ideas too..

last but not least,

respect other b4 others can respect u back..

feel them n understand them

by trying to be in their shoes..

n never be ego to think abt urself..

speak out all unhappiness/ talk out..

dun make the feelin hurt u deeper inside.

share n care is all tat matters..

luv all my fwenz..

hopefully this crew will stick long..

2010-06-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hey.. Watsup readers..

hahah..

sorry been emo shiting n stuff on blog..

think, ice gonna change soon..

no more love story (maybe)

hopefully a brand new me excited all of u..

currently just concentrating wif my galz crew

for the gal crew competition..

i love my gal so much..

really see tat they have work their but out to this succes..

thankz for alwaes ready for my nagging n scolding gal...

LOL.. hahaha..

Peace aite.. no harm..

my word are actually for u galz to

improve n make urself better. trust me..

can wait for the comp to happen..

need support from the crew much2..

to the gal in my crew,

lets werk this out..

girl power!!

Heartbreaks last as long as u want it to be,

and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

The challenge is not how u survive it

but to learn frm it..

remember, move on..

if u keep on thinkin abt it,

it will just keep on hunting u..

believe it when i sae, 1 goes

better 1 retakes the place..

Being single is not the end

Well actually it is just the

begining of a brand new YOU!!

Ice ain't Freezing coz

Ice just Chilling..

Waiting for my fire,

To light up my desire..!!

peace out n lots of love..

to all the gal out there..

be brave to accept challenge in ur life.

Be the strong gal tat u were born to be

in ur own waes!!

Jumali(Syawal Guitarist) - Kota mahligai indah.mp4

2010-06-17T01:19:00.001+08:00

Dgn secara tiba2, Engkau melafaz kata pisah

Terdiam aku sementara,

Tak tahu bagaimana ingin aku merawat luka..

Sebelum kau meninggalkn ku,

aku inginkn sesuatu, aku ingin cium tangan mu

Sebagai tanda perpisahan kita..

Seandai kau tak mampu memberi, aku mengerti

tetapi mengapa, kau meninggalkn diriku ini,di persimpangan

adakah aku, tak berguna terhadap dirimu

setelah kasih dan syg, telah ku curahkn

racun yg berbisa, dah pun ku menelan

kerana dirimu aku lakukn..

disebabkn dia kau hancurkn kota mahligai indah..

setahun sudah pun berlalu,

kau langkah kembali padaku,

bukan ku tak mahu, dah bukan ku tak sudi,

tapi tak rela, hati kn dilukai.. lagi..

I dunno y.. but this song make me tears down..

1stly, i miss all my 138 aka O.T.E fwenz.. (syawal n jumali gd job in this vid)

2nd, This song made me feel scared even more thinkin bout us..

wat if this happen to us.. haha.. but im trying to think positive still

i knw u love me as much as i do.. n i believe in u..

3rd, can i live without u?? my life with u nw, i feel complete..

but withouu wif u?? i just couldn't imagine yet..

hmm.. still not trying to think abt it much..

i believe our love story is just the begining..

not yet the ending so ya, theres still many more outcome

and challenge for us to go tru n fight it all..

but i need ur support and i knw u need mine too.

so ya, ilysm bby!!

i trust u n hopefully u trust me too..

maintain the love n happyness tat we are undergoing rite nw..

hopefully god bless us n last us long..

the word in song are too meaningful to me

tat make me tears rolling down my cheek all nite long listenin to it..

Everything change for a reason,

n we are here to view n judge n actknwledge them..

not leave n let it be..

so ice, stop thinkin negative or listen to other..

wat u got to do nw is between u n him,

n make sure to feel like the whole worls is ours..

2010-06-10T07:28:00.004+08:00

Ice!! tats wat people called me.. hehex..

hmm..

lets start it wif crew..

hmm.. dance pract was awesome wif the gal..

ready for gal competition..

but no matter wat, we still need support of whole crew..

n especially, support frm my babyboy..

without him by my side, ya, i think i quit dance already..

Congrates to Muzy and Azy for being attach..

hahah.. i've suspect it since last wed but just keep it silent.

finally it happen..

and sheeqeen, sorry bout the break up..

but no worries.. u knw i'll alwaes be by ur side..

trust me, a guy like him is not worth ur tears..

just be good in urself n prove to him tat

u are way better than him..

huggies n luv to u babe..

about me??

hmm.. nothing much..

still waitin n smillin..

hahaha.. actually, i should be greatful

to have my bbyboi tat alwaes

luv me, care bout me, support me,

knws when to make me smile,

alwaes there to cheer me up n make me happy.

everytimes when im wif u,

u complete my dae.

without u, i start feeling the missses..

u are already a sombody in my life bby.

hmm.. just tat sumtimes i start thinking craps!!

tats when i start emo n feel idiotic..

hmm.. k.. no offence but im just scared of losing u..

i so fucking scared of losing u

coz ive already fallen in much love wif u..

so best way,when i got emotional

if u knw u did nothing wrong, then just ignore my crapness..

dun think much k..

i knw u care 4 me n i care for u too

negative feelin are alwaes there when u luv tat person much..

so yup, stop thinkin ice..

get over it understand..

negative thinking n feelin are alwaes there to ruin ur relationship

n tats ur part to fight it n put it aside..

n ya, to my besties,

i would like to wish u a happy birthdae

miz u much2..

hope u find sum1 new in life..

hehex.. ^_^

im alwaes there for u..

u knw tat i alwaes support u in ur stuff..

n ya, must stop jadi abg player

hehex.. ni dah 18 takmu noty2 agi..

think b4 u do..

n dun play gal feelin again..

*bad boy*!!

Happy birthdae again FIR..

hope all ur wishes come true n

great dae ahead

2010-06-09T14:12:00.004+08:00

Being wif you has been the greatest moment of my life..

it shock me to see,

when i cry, u cheer me up..

when im angry, u make me smile..

when we argue, u made me laugh..

hahah.. u alwaes made my dae wif u jokeness..

eventhough, when i pick up the phone,

sumtimes vulgarities come out frm ur mouth,

i'll just be patient wif it..

Im not sure is jealousy is a crime..

but if it is, then i think i should surrender

or maybe even gave up..

its like, so many galz want u..

n for me, ya i knw guys want me

but im diff.. its not easy for me to fall in love wif any1..

trust me..

if u dun believe, u can ask my besties..

its like, crious talking.. i hate guys so much..

maybe fwenz i dun mind

but relationship, na'ah..

i just hate guys tat y im single..

n for me to be falling in love wif a person like 'U'

OMG!!!

miracle.. Lol..

But im scared..

each n every nigh i'll

be thinking,

what will be the ending of our love story??

scary.. but i have to think..

coz, i've realise tat, even if u flirt too i dunno..

every meeting, its alwaes i sae tat i wanna mit u..

but seldom u sae to me, u wanna mit me..

if mit also, its like dance pract or etc..

no outing together..

no date n etc..

hmm.. maybe ur diff n im diff.. (maybe)

im just us to spending time wif my love

together n no one else disturb..

but u n me, every outing, its either wif crew or etc..

did we ever spend time out together alone??

Argh!! i think to much already..

stop it ICE!!

cool wif it..

maybe he have an explanation on my thinking..

dun jump to conclusion Ice!!

Plz.. i need sum1 to talk too..

i need shopping to realease my stress..

ARGH!!!

hmm.. going to dance pract soon..

miz all my fwenz n luv 1..

and i knw deep inside i miz tat

Sum1 badly.. so badly!!

Criously, i miz my besties so badly..

2010-05-23T10:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. currently stress up wif my life..

i just dunno..

maybe becoz of the words tat coming out frm other mouth..

as i sae,

im just jealous seeing u close wif tat Fcuker..

i knw u are fwenz wif her but hopefully u knw ur limits..

i trust u but scared if my trust is taken forgranted..

Due to this,

i make me feel of running

far2 away frm u..

making me think of leaving u

coz i dun want to get hurt again n cry again..

im sick n tired of getting hurt.

guess wat??

wif our status,

IM JUST CNFUSE!!

maybe, i should just treat u as normal

if i have to, if tat could stop me for

being hurt or being irritating towards u..

sorry if im being irritating

by keeping mentioning her name to u..

but its irritates me too

when she keep on mentioning ur name to me..

its like u n her are something..

im trying hard to make myself think positive

n i love u much tat is y im jealous..

if ur not crious wif me,

plz just sae it to me..

if u hate me,

plz just tell me,

if u dun love me no more,

plz just confront me..

coz i dun like being treated this wae..

my love for u is too much

for me to let u go..

but if i have to,

then i dunno wat else to sae.

for nw this is it..

i have to sae..

i just dunno wat to do..

my feeling is jumbling..

i'm just lose..

n ya, plz..

if u dun love me no more,

plz, plz, plz, plz, plz..

just sae, tell, confront

it directly to me..

so i knw my limit..

2010-05-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

I hate this feeling i had nw..
i dunno y..
but just hate it so much..
how can i get ride of this feeling i had..
hmm..
im stress...

Luv was never mean for me..

im just not good enuf 4 any1..

i think, the best is tat u leave me

coz i dun want seeing u suffer coz of me..

im just no good..

i dunno y..

but maybe u deserve sum1 better

but obviously not me..

leave me b4 its too late..

dun wanna u to regret at the very last min..

pplz...

do u think im perfect for u??

am i right 4 u??

u urself have no confident in me n yet...

hmm..

speechless..

maybe my life are mean to be single 4 ever..

not to be luv by any1..

not to be att to any1..

not to be hug by an1..

not to be kiss by any1..

tats just waes tat are mean to be..

its fate tat i no good to deserve any guy like u..

Luv me 4 who i am,

Trust me in wat i tell,

Actknwledge me in wat i do,

and believe me when i say

I LOVE YOU!!

Kiss me if u love me,

Hug me if u miz me,

Hold me if u care n

never let go of me if u knw

im urs only there..

Never say 'I Love You' I you dun care,

Never talk abt feeling if they aren't there,

Never touch a life if u mean to break a heart,

Never look in the eye when all u do is Lie!

How To be in Love??

Fall but dun stumble,

be consistent but not too persistent,

Share n never be unfair,

Understand n try not to demand,

get hurt but never keep the pain..

Ouch!!

2010-05-17T04:08:00.002+08:00

On the 15 may tat was sat,

murnin, i had my flashmob thing..

was Fcuking tired..

i was kinda late but lucky i still make it..

Lol.. sheeqeen n me as normal,

will talk n laugh,

make stupid joke..

crazy..

LOL

tat us.. when we are together,

anything cn happen when our wildness come..

Afternoon, mit the other,

Fyka, Mat, Donk, Wira N Fadil

at Novena..

We when to visit nekyu

in the hospital..

yeah!!

she was happy to see us..

it suppose to be a surprise but hahah..

we didnt knw her bed no etc so we had to call her n ask..

no matter wat,

we had great time..

hopefully she get well soon...

Nite, we go town..

1st stop, Far East

look for shoes..

yeah!!

soo gonna buy same shoes wif my monyet..

bby! buy shoes wif me k..

hehex..

n fyka, no worrries, ur my bby too..

baby phat shoes is so gonna be ours too..

Lol.. Luv u all..

then go heeren,

eat!!! Finally!!

im like hungry but actually b4 tat,

during in the hospital,

me n fyka secretly

go subway n eat 1st while waitin 4 the guys

COWY!!!! Hehehex...

I alwaes post abt my love life

ending of each post blog..

yup,

my BBY!!

hmm..

been talking slowly wif him abt me n besties..

Im trying my best bby

to not be tat close to him coz i knw u dun like it..

u have to give me time coz its hard

but yeah, im trying hard too..

N for u, dun be noty..

yup2, i started to love u more n this feeling,

is making me feel more scared.

scared of loosing u..

i knw if u read this, u will say to me

'ni ah dah star merepek'

but, nothing is impossible.

The only reason tats

ive been single for 2yr plus

is bcoz, im sick n scared to be hurt

again n again

coz tearing for the 1 i love is not

worthit for wat tat they have done to me..

i hope tat ur not like them

coz i believe tat each n every guy is diff in their own waes..

im not judging but im just telling

action speak louder than words coz

seeing is believing.

n ya. ive trust u n plz dun take

my trust n love tat ive given u

FORGRANTED..

Wif just a status of fwenz,

im not sure how long will it stand

coz i knw, galz eyeing on u much too..

each time out wif u,

i treasure most

coz tat is the only time tat i can see

u belo face..

LOL

But i believe in our Love

Hopefully, we last long

Insyallah..

Amin..

PS: I love u so much..

dun tell others kk..

LOL!!

Muackz2!!

life story

2010-05-13T01:12:00.005+08:00

Hey!!

Ice happy to get my lappy back..

hahah.. Lol..

fyi, my monyet is jealous coz i luv my lappy more than him..

LOL!!

dun worry k monyet,

i still luv u..

22 CritikaLucious Beatz

Tat the name of my crew!!

every moment out or pract wif u guys,

alwaes cheer up my dae..

each n every1 is precious to me..

we are organizing an event..

Urban Floormix!!

hahah..

believe it, im gonna be the emcee

4 tat event..

i f**king have no confident..

can i do it??

hmmm

Muzy- be there listening to my sadness
Qeen- u alwaes entertain my craziness.. LOL
Teddy- never give up but dun like when he is emo
Mat- alwaes wanna be good at everything. like challenge
wira- alwaes knw how to crack jokes
man- fwenly n shy guy
donk- he is stupid when it come to gal but i cn see tat
he wanna learn dance but people alwaes laugh at him..
naz- he is alwaes doing his stuff but never fail to teach me his move
zali- the player in the crew.. hahah.. ns man nw..
fyqa- she is sweet gal tat i love muchies..
sya- he has his own style of dance.
azzy- she is not bad for a starter herself..
very concerntrate during dance
Didi- she a straight forward talker..
Fadil- He alwaes be there 4 me whenever i need him..
cheer me up wif his 'belo'ness daes n nite
never gave up on me 4 my nonsense..
as for my luv life..
Yeah!!
im cool.. hahaha..
im happy wif it rite nw..
not sure when it gonna happen
but im scared..
no worries,
i still luv my monyet..
the fwenship we had really treasure it much
memories is the thing tat will make us stick
hopefully this time it last long
insyallah!!
my besties, hmm..
im sorry coz not spending much time wif u..
kinda bz wif werk, dance n luv..
hope u understand..
n ya, didnt want to disturb ur luv life to..
hehex.. cowy besties..
plus, i dun wanna my luv to think tat im affair wif u..
LOL..
but no worries, im still miz time wif u..
hopefully will get to have outing wif u again soon aite..
Till here, Ice will updated again soon aite..
n ya, i knw bby u going to read this..
hehex..
i reject u 5min k.. LOL
^_^
Luv to all..
especially my monyet
hahah..

Muackz2!!

Stupid in love

2010-04-26T13:41:00.002+08:00

Had a blast of a time wif the crew..

performance n pract was dam cool..

thankz u guys n galz for being the best..

hahah..

but really hope tat no 1 is backing out frm this crew..

had sepaeration..

its sucks..

wont be the same without each n every1 of us..

ive feel like a family already..

As 4 my love life,

i've got no cmmt..

just wait n see k..

hahah.. yup2..

i think im in love

just tat im not sure yet n still cnfuse..

just leave time to set the fate

between me n him..

hahah

actually theres lots for me to update

but just not telling it nw..

wait patiently for my latest update

hahah..

taking thing nice n slow..

LOL

Muackz2..

Luv u monyet!!

2010-04-06T12:22:00.002+08:00

Hahah.. as alwaes, go bowling wif besties...

Love it so much..

going out wif him alwaes made my dae..

really appreciated his time much..

Mit the crew..

hahah..

this part is fun..

frm our hip hop performance,

it turn to be a dangdut performance..

LOL

but most of all love it..

thankz..

Speechless..

just letting the pic do the talking..

hahah..

will blog again soon..

2010-03-31T01:49:00.002+08:00

Smiling doesnt mean i'm o.k,
laughing doesnt mean i'm happy,
i just dont knw why,
i my tears start rolling down my cheek
when u sae gdnite n buhbye otp b4 u go clip..
i didnt realise my tears
but i realise my feeling when we sae gdbye..

I dun knw n confuse in my decision..

im scared if im wrong..

but do u remember tat i use to sae,

the only wae i could forget u is by

making u feel annoy n angry n me..

only when u angry,

i knw tat u hate me..

n when u hate me,

i knw tat we r done..

its really hurt me to see myself sad..

but im happy if it make bby happy..

trust me..

our love will never ever3 be apart..

only if we believe..

i knw tat u will leave me somehow 1dae..

but just dunno when the time will come..

bby.. i really love u so much..

being without ur joke n voice

really could be a nighmare to my dream..

but only now i knw..

tat our love wasnt mean to be..

stepping back going slow doesnt mean

tat i dun love u..

but only by sacrifice,

is where pure love come frm..

if u r really mine,

then 1 dae we will mit again somehow..

this story of us wont end here,

soon to come as is only the climax..

will update again each dae

to let out my sadness in this page

called a blog..

formspring.me

2010-03-30T12:29:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/babyiceika

2010-03-30T11:24:00.002+08:00

i dunno y..

but i feel sad whenever u sae abt u wanting to find new gf..

im fine coz i knw we are besties..

but im just scared tat i'll lost u once u find the gal..

like hw hady left me..

u alwaes be by my side when im sad or happy...

we laugh, talk, cry, joke n do everything together..

but.. i just couldnt think of not having tat moment again..

maybe, i should think of stepping 1 step back b4 all tat happen..

b4 i get even sadder..

should i leave u b4 u leave me bby??

i just dunno wat to do..

hady leave me once n nw soon

its gonna be u..

m i really just a nobody to u??

trust me, if this thing still bothering me,

then i guess, i will start acting cold towards u..

if tats the only wae 4 me not to get hurt..

i think, no matter wats,

making the decision to leave u is killing me

pulling a trigger n shot me tru the head..

its painfull but i think i have too..

Thankz for everything bby..

gdbye its the decision tat i will soon made to u..

never though it would end this wae..

hmm...

*SoB*

Besties Lover

2010-03-13T23:37:00.006+08:00

Mit besties 1.30 at yishun

then wait 2min 4 him,

take train to orchard..

then we go Far East find shoes..

(but didn't like any)

Then go Lucky plaza,

eat Nasi ayam penyet..

then monyet saw pretty gal..

he tried to flirt n smile..

but to bad the galz is more of highclass..

buy mum perfume.. (victoria secret)

After tat we go Cineplex,

go take neoprint..

very fun..

its monyet 1st time taking it..

he dunno how to deco..

then he stand there ask me to do everything

coz he dun knw japan..

then he see cut pic n ask me cut 4 him,

coz he sae if he cut cnfirm senget..

LOL!!

then again continue go bugis..

reach bugis got a lady ask me for no,

for modelling.. hahahah..

then monyet ask me fast coz he want to go toilet!!

hahah..

the walk topman he find shirt n see galz again..

then go bugis street..

walk there for a few round for monyet shirt

but end up buying none..

Then we go penin..

i want to buy shirt..

i choice 1 then went 4 try..

while trying monyet also find clothes n try..

i went out to find monyet to see my shirt

n found out, he was trying a shirt too..

coincidently, we both try on a piece of green shirt

LOL!! Monyet sibuk!!

after buying shirt,

we want to go marina but was so fcuking pack

tat we go raffles place..

was damd bored after i saw the two idiot gal,

i sound them 'ape tgk2, tk happy ckp ah. ada hal kape'

then we take train plan to go hm..

in train, we take pic like two crazy animal..

monyet n baboon mah!!

plan to go hme but monyet n i play game,

till end up, we go chill at northpoint

due to wanting go cotton on..

then we play game monyet lose 3 time

have to kiss me at 3 diff spot..

so he did..

we cont playing n then i lose 3 time..

hmm..

the penalty was for me to SL monyet..

like wth...

hmm.. then...

*********************************

it happen for 1st time..

yuppi!!

baboon french kiss monyet!!

Hahah..

no further cmmt on tat.. hehex..

after tat sit, talk n kiss,

monyet sent me home..

buhbye for the dae..

I Love u lah bodoh!!

Besties alwaes!!

hahah..

Ps: cant wait for next outing..

Besties Lover

2010-03-13T00:07:00.006+08:00

Hahah.. Todae I'm so happy!!

Went karaoke with my besties!! (my Monyet)

we were like laughing out loud when singing duet.

Guess wat? My monyet is so idiotic..

everytime sing duet, when abt love i'll just stop,

look at his face n laugh..

its like so cant be use together..

hahahah...

My monyet n me, we love singing the song

"Teman Tapi Mesra" N "Pening"

so like us.. especially the Teman tapi mesra..

hahah.. BBY!! I Love u lah bodoh!!

Thankz for making my dae monyet!!

Aku punya teman

Teman sepermainan,

kemana ada dia slalu ada aku

Dia amat manis,

dan juga baik hati

Dia slalu ada waktu untuk membantuku

Namun aku bingung

ketika die bilang cinta

dan die jugak katakn

tuk ingin jadi kekasihku

cukup lah saja berteman dgnku,

jgn lah kau meminta lebih,

ku tak mungkin mencintaimu

kita berteman saja

Teman Tapi Mesra..

Aku memang suka pada dirimu

Namun aku ada yg punya

Lebih baik kita berteman

Kita berteman saja

Teman Tapi Mesra..

Monyet!!

I Love u so much..

Thankz for alwaes cheering me up,

making me fill happy..

I dun ask much frm u just a bit of ur,

Love, Care n Concern, Trust n sincere

is enough for me..

Hehex.. i feel u coz ur attitude is just like mine..

but no worrries, we will stick together

besties 4ever..

Muackz2..

PS: Cant wait to mit u Ltr again

For our shopping outing lah bodoh!!

hehex.. Dpt cuci mata skali kn monyet..

Bluekz!!!

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ!!

hate it

2010-03-03T03:06:00.002+08:00

Had a really big arguement wif him..

I just feel so fuck up..

like wth..

argue bcoz of my post cmmt..

argh!!

criously, no mood..

i just dun understand u no more..

ur like just diff frm who i use to knw last few wk..

ur starting to change..

i want my old zulqarnyne back..

i miz the old u,

alwaes spending time wif me..

I need my besties by my side..

ARGH!! i hate this feeling..

BBY! i need u rite now to cheer me up..

i need to u make me laught..

I need u so sae

I miz u lah bodoh..

hehex...

I Love u lah bodoh..

hahah..

u alwaes made my dae..

I so sad..

tmr dance pract not sure in mood or not..

hope so..

ARGH!!

i hate this part...

Love

2010-02-27T11:43:00.002+08:00

Im just sad tat thing have to be this wae,
ur alwaes by my side caring me with all ur love,
i miz u so much wishing tat ur here,
but it all seem so lonely when our love start to disappear.

Jealousy bring us to nowhere,

and now it hurts,

seeing u with other galz,

killing and suffering me every moment

And you can see my heart beating,
you can see it trought my chest,
and i'm terrified but still not leaving,
knw tat i must pass this test,
so just pull the trigger
and shot me right tru the head,
if tat could satisfied ur hatred and anger
tat u have toward me..

I love u baby so much,

tat im afraid,

to lose u to others,

is wat im not yet wonder..

MUACKZ2!!

LOVE U BABY!!

(at times, thinking being bisexual is better)

Love

2010-02-27T10:39:00.001+08:00

How could i describe u,

im also dunno..

every story or word i heard abt u,

is making my heart bleed

ur too much of famous to galz..

every galzfwenz of mine is sure to knw the real u..

every advise they give me i take it to my count

but im still wondering why,

i couldnt leave u when i did want to..

There something bout u tat i find interesting..

Its like ur male version of me..

The weird thing is,

i understand u n u undrstand me..

Besties are forever..

to treasure and to kill..

LOL..

hahah.. LOVE U BBY!!!

U R my 1 n only Monyet lah bodoh..

Hehex.. HUGGIES

AND FOR MY LIFE STORY,

nothing much..

City Alive was so fun..

shake my ass out there..

LOL!!

love partying..

Thankz to a good fwenz who

gave me a fwee ticket..

hmmm..

yup2.. being single is fun..

i just need the love n care frm my besties

is enough for me..

And to any1 tat hate me,

i dun like to argue or fight

coz i dun want to be the old me..

but if ur really not happy wif me,

just talk straigh to me and settle thing out

instead of talking behind my back..

And not to forget,

im use to people calling me a

Playerz..

So yeah!!!

Just Fuck off..

dun make me get ur guys in my hand Bitch!!

Toddles.. Hehex

Fuck!!

2010-02-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hey..

just updating my blog coz u i find it dusty..

LOL...

1st thing, would like to thankz my crew member for makig the dance final a success..

eventhough we didnt wont, but still we are in final..

we had fun n we prove tat we can be original..

thankz to all the other crew tat sound us, we appreciate it..

thankz to u guys, we know the reason why biting step is not cool..

thankz.. sorry if i've been harsh or rude to u guys..

but its just stressing moment..

to my crew member,

hell yeah we did it..

we are not a coward n we are original..

all the hard work and sacrifice was worth..

hmm..

looking forward for next comp or dance pract..

maybe after the nursing finish u attachment..

LOL!!

if not, trouble again.. hmm

My love life have been great..

thankz to my besties for alwaes being there for me when im up or down..

thankz!! i love u!!

LOL!!

i realise, i dun need a bf to be happy in love..

A best thing i could get is when i knw tat sum1 care and love me..

even if he is just my besties..

as i knw, besties last forever..

but bf, sooner or later u can easily breakup..

Thankz to u, i nw appreciate myself better n alwaes think positive of myself..

Ps: i miss my dancers, my besties

my fwenz and every1 tat love me

so much..

wish i can find a time to spend the dae

with u guy..

n i miss dancing so much..!!!

buhbye for now..

Hehex..

2010-01-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hey..
19 JAN 2010
guess wat..
Its my besty 19th birthdae..
hahaha.. yeah!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!
hahah.. yes i knw im crazy..
but ya... he really been good fwenz to me..
heart him many2..
wish u have a good dae ahead n enjoy it to the fullest..
may all ur wishes come true..
remember, dun noty2 eh..
hehex.. miz ya much2..

my life, has been very stressfull n tired lately

bz wif werk n sch..

trying had find time for dance pract..

hmm.. i dunno if i can do it..

but i knw my BBY will support me all the way..

go ika, u can do this..

not much to post todae..

tooo tired..

will apdated soon again..

LOL

I LOVE YOU BBY!!

MUACKZ2!!!

ME!!

2010-01-02T14:36:00.001+08:00

Hey,

just updating my blog..

scared tat it will get dusty..

hahah..

wat m i gonna talk now??

hmm..

lets start wif new year..

had fun going out clubs n party..

had a blast of a dae..

Im loving it..

IM A PARTY GALZ!!!!

hahah..

just wanna say,

iheart my besty lots3..

he is the best for me..

he is so sweet

he is my favourite guy

ps:(im his favourite gal too)

hahah..

he aslwaes sing tat song to me..

touching rite..

he is my everything he is my life..

he is my besties for life..

the way he treated me n care for me,

relly mean tat he is a true 1..

never get sick n tired of him..

alwaes by my side taking care of me rite..

he is my one n only MONYET!!!

BABYLUXIOUS!!

dun worry..

dun let others make us feel down..

we r gonna fight in this world of dancing

watever was told or happen,

take it as n advise for us to go futher..

trust me we must have confident..

we can go far if we stick together n support 1 another..

be wif us side by side..

start small n aim big..

strive for the aim..

work extra hard for it..

we cry, smile, laught, sad, angry or wat so every,

we do it as a crew..

mess wif 1, mess wif all..

this is just the beginning of a start..

we can do this together if we believe..

HEART BBY LOTS2!!!!

IM UR FAVOURITE GALZ!!!

YEAH!!!

2009-12-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE IKA!! SWEET 18..

On 17dec is my birthdae.

had a blast of a great time..

outing eat swensen, then go cineplex take neoprint

go marina square then marina barage

midnight go mustafa centre shopping

end up breafast at AA's

was tired after tat n when clip straight..

On 19dec i made a birthdae pit

was fun n happening..

thankz to all who came..

almost all my fwenz came,

but i was sad as none of my dancer,no even 1 come..

hmm...

its alrite, still have fun wif my luv ones..

each n every1 cheer me up n make me smile..

hahah..

had fun n a great time..

luv it so much..

overnite till next dae wif my luv 1 accompany me all nite..

Luv the monkey gift..

my monkey give it to me..

hahah..

was shock he bought present but really appreciate it lots2..

hugs u my monkey..

Thankz again to all who had come for the pit..

really appreciate it alots for attending and all the fun..

sorry if i sabo u guys instead u all sabo me..

lol..

i'm loving it.. hehex..

thankz for being so supportive, helpful n fwenly to 1 another..

Luv u guys n galz lots2..

u cheer up my dae..

Selamat Pengantin baru!!

2009-12-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

Selamat Pregantin Baru (5dec 2009)

to my dearest abg mus n kak nisha..

wish u all the best and last long till the end..

hope tat all u dreamz of will come true

i'm happy for both of u..

i told ibu abt wedding n ibu was shock to knw tat im not invited..
u really show n prove tat im really special..
i still remember when we were young,
we agreed n promise tat when we married wif some1,
we will invited 1 another to our wedding..
seem u married 1st nw but too bad im not invited..
where is all the promise we did we were a closest bro n sis??
i'm lost the real u abg mus..
i want my bro tat i use to have..
is this the end of our bro n sis life??
hope not!! but too bad the reality is hurting me deeply inside..
it hurt me more n more each dae..

Ps: Thankz for everything tat u have done for me..

Would like to say a BIG thankz again for not inviting me for ur special dae..

I'M SO HAPPY!! WOW!!

I'M SO FEELING GREATFUL

My Favourite brother

2009-11-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

Hey.. this is a pic of me n my bro..

hmm.. miss him so much..

i dunno why im angry wif him..

just feel sad coz he didn't told me abt his wedding..

i mean, i his close sis..

he alwaes share things wif me but,

this is hiw wedding and he didnt inform

me anything till i heard if frm his elder sis..

I'm so sad wif u abg mus..

hmm.. ur wedding is next wk if im not wrong..

i dunno.. maybe i'm not tat important to you no more..

i confuse..

just wishing u congrates in advance..

last long wif ur wifey..

spend time wif her not alwaes wif werk only kk

Hugs n Luv u many2.. *Sob2*

My Crew

2009-11-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

New pics..

how bout tat..

hehex..

hmm.. i can see tat dance are getting better..

even i simple but we have tat thing tat can make us star..

hopefully..

keep up the hard werk..

I'm sorry about the lies i made..

but if u were in my situation, u will understand

i lie for the good of our crew..

if i dun lie, we would just be slacking..

see the diF of us nw from the old 1..

see the improvement we made even a bit..

maybe we are not tat good to others

but i know, we put in effort n spirits to be wat we are now..

we are better then the 1st time we meet..

we are getting there i could almost see tat babe..

just dunt give up.. we have to be together no matter wat..

we will win this.. yes we will..

Good job galz!!

well done..

will improvise to put in more energy, sharpness n perfection..

Yesterdae was the 1st time of full attendance of the crew..

BABYLUCIOUS!!

remember tat name coz it will be the new upcoming star..!!

As for me, im happy wif life..

birthdae coming up..

dunno wat gonna happen..

just wat n see..

hopefully will be such a surprise..

lol..

birthdae present is expected o.k..

hehehex.. *blushin*

Gtg for now.. will update again soon..

hehex.. luv u all..

2009-11-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

Hey3..

Its been long since i update..

have to updated coz sum1 ask to..

lol..

Guess wat!!

Check It OuT!!

BABYLUCIOUS tat my crew..

and i'm the leader of the crew..

need lots of work to do for improvement..

steps done, waiting for the team manager to

come down for pract to edit song and c our performance..

need to tighten the energy level..

need to gain bonding wif the crew..

no more slacking..

hard werk and discipline need to be done now..

need to start being strict (hmm.. but negotiateable}

no more being miss nice..

lol..

wow!! just realise being leader is tough job..

Lucky the crew is very understanding and fun..

erm.. actually we have 5 gal but Syu??

i dunno.. need to start nagging at here..

she been only to 1st pract and miss the rest..

Pss!! Remember girlz..

i need u girl to show me tat u are really into this coming comp..

I've already waste my money to get us into the comp so

better hell yeah show it to me tat my money is worth something..

i know u girlz are great.. we can do this..

if we can go tru this without any problems,

trust me, we can be as good as the other dance crew out there..

i'll try my best and effort to bring us all the way to the top..

i'll go every CC asking for sponsor if i have to..

But all i want is Teamwork, Bonding, Commitement,

and just spare bit of ur time to come down for pract..

Hopefully, we will last long in this crew..

trust me..

we will get more dance members if we could prove

them tat we are good and discipline..

all this for now..

will update more abt the crew soon..

Lol.. luv u girlz..

Thankz for being "Gerekz"

and very Supporting..

2009-11-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

hey..

tired just came back home..

when out just now was so fun..

hehex.. enjoy much2..

hmm..

i wonder y i'm still single..

still haven meet "Mr Right"

lol..

btw, my crew Babylucious,

we are getting new dancer as the old one back out..

but this time, the new member are better..

kita bleh hidop ah korang taknak join..

erm, excluding my fwenz naq..( naq quit ade acceptable reason)

hmm..

I'm so happy2.. hope it workz out well this time..

just bough this shirt i'm wearing in this pic at 77th street..

cool huh.. hehex..

had discount.. lol..

kk.. think gtg nw..

i'll blog again soon so i wont dust..

heeheex.. keep smiling my fwenz!!

Siti Nuratikah

2009-11-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure who i'm am or wat i wanna be..

I'm lost in my own world..

hey ppl out there,
dun try messing arnd wif me..

i may look bimbo, but if u try me,

u'll get it n regret wat/who ur getting to deal wif..

Babylucious crew..

i'm so lost where this crew going..

no commitment were given..

Idk.. feel like closing down the crew..

still thinking..

HOLLOWEEN..

had the fun hollowen time..

hehex..

i was freak out myself by some of the scary costumes..

still have to try to be brave..

hehex.. lol..

party al nite long then...

cool huh!!!

loneliness

2009-10-28T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hey.. hmm..

i'm feel lonely this week..

I never go for my dance pract..

but most off all i miss my besties.. me bie..

hmm.. he been in bintan for few daes already..

tmr he coming back s'pore..

hopefully he text me as soon he reach..

miss him so the much..

hmm.. but if he comes back also, not sure meet him..

wanna hug him tite2..

hehex.. crazy i know..

he is the only one tat is so nice to me and help me out alots..

Hmm..

Love n Jealousy

2009-10-21T11:50:00.001+08:00

Hey..

me now wif new pic..

sweet??

hehex.. he is my bestie..

i call hi my bie..

lol..

hehex..

he is so good to me since we 1st meet but,

nowadaes he bz alwaes..

wont be dancing wif him tat much..

hmm.. gonna be alone..

at times i feel tat i'm lonely in my crew when he is not arnd..

i dunno y.. i'm not tat close wif the others tat much..

i at time feel tat there are people hatin me too..

idk.. i'm sad but i just smile..

wat to do.. hmm..

hopefully he will be there every dance pract..

wif him arnd turn up my sadness.. hehex..

thankz for being a good fwenz of mine..

Dance Crew

2009-10-13T23:21:00.001+08:00

This is my new dance crew..

hehex..

Ewan and Hadi help me alot in getting into this crew..

thankz..

especially Ewan..

he is a very good fwenz to me..

He helps me out alot..

he very nice to me..

if im blur, he be there asking r u o.k??

hehex.. lol..

very caring..

axompany me alwaes where i wanna go..

hmm.. thankz so much..

As for azmi, ur fun to hang out wif..

u crack jokes up..

alwaes be ther asking me lots of thing..

hehex..

thankz u guys are great to make fwenz wf..

Really care for me..

I love this new crew..

so fun..

3Ot Audition

2009-10-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

i didnt make it for the crew..
so sad2..
argh!!
its o.k..
still got other change..
hmm... sad2..

Dance

2009-10-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

Hehex.. audtion for 3Ot Crew..

was scary at first coz i came olone..

after a while 1 by 1 talk..

the audition member talk to me first..

i did o.k but kinda bad abit coz nervous strike..

ya!! i mean 1st time wif them n kinda shy still..

i miss step n etc..

hopefully make it..

Lol...

ya!! story bout 3Ot i heard was bad..

but so far yesterdae chill wif them was fun n o.k..

i'm not sure.. maybe 1st dae..

New fwenz thankz..

2009-10-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hehex..

I'm happy..

meet my new fwenz and he help me in doing my blog..

he help me do my blog skin..

it is so complicating to do..

but he did it for me n i treat him drink..

tat was nice of him to understand my bimbo attitude

hehex..

gd fwenz he is..

Thankz for helping me wif the blog..

lol..

Me outing raya

2009-10-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

hehex.. outing raya wif my ex bf soccer fwenz..

didnt like some of them but since its raya, just tag along then..

this is my ex.. he very close to me.. we r just best fwenz now.. not more..

i just dunt want..

hehex..

the outing was fun just tat some people make attitude so like i care..

fuck hell no way..

just enjoy myself all dae..

XOXOXO,

Luv,

{~*bAbY*_*iCe*~}

2009-10-05T15:18:00.000+08:00

Cinta itu buta,
membuat I lalai dgn ape yg terjadi di sebalik cerita.
I rasakn bagai dlm mimpi setiap kali mendengar suaranya
terasa bagaikn kasih dan syg diberi dgn secukupnya..
perhatian yg diberikn sungguh menawan hati..
membuat kn rasa diri ini dihargai..

kenapa harus menipu,
kenapa..
kenapa uat I begini.
walaupun dgn talian persahabatn saje,
tidak bererti syg dan kasih yg diberikn bleh dipermaenkn..
I hampa dan sedih..

ape gunanya menipu??
memang susah untk I percaya kata2 org..
Tetapi i terpaksa lagi2 apabila dorang kata yg U sudah berpunya.
Adakah itu benar?

I keliru, tak tahu nak pilih yg mane satu..
I takut pilihan I ini salah.
I percaya kn U..
I taknk kehilangan U..
Tetapi kalau sesekali niat U berkwn, h
anya untk mempermainkn diri I,
Lepaskn lah saje i pergi dari hidup U
Anggap je lah persahabatan kita tak pernah mekar bebunga

XOXOXO,
Luv,
{~*bAbY*_*iCe*~}